Happy birthday mum xxxxxdxxx.hello mum dad Dandy and wee Holly hope u r all ok? Holly ur mummy is heartbroken she blames herself for putting u to sleep..she now thinks u only had an infection. I told her it was worse..Well mum lots have been going on…Suzanne nearly joined u all. I Was begging her so much not to to do anything more and she promised me…that night I sobbed my heart out..I was so scared for her… Well I’m still in hospital it’s been @@4 months..I’ve had loads going on.. I’m so tired of the hospital stuff..I’m trying to think of other news apart from have the arrest team out three time in a week. Well better get moving.. love u all so much.. I’ll be back soon. Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx love u millions xxxxxdxfxxf