Hi mum how’s things? I hope u r all ok...I miss u so so much mum, it feels like yesterday since u’ve been gone...I want to speak to u so much...I’ve been feeling a bit low this last few weeks..I’m worried about Suzanne and Mo and Mo’s attitude about Holly...I’m also very worried about the return of my Calcyphilaxis...Do u know mum I want to call u every day to tell u stuff..Callum is amazing mum, u would be so proud of him..He does everything mum and never moans.. It breaks my heart that I will leave him one day...U know he doesn’t have friends, it’s just me and him..I love him so much...I can see his wee face when I’m not around..I can’t see for tears now...Then there’s Suzanne she will never cope...My heart could explode right now...They need me mum, I’m here for them..Please keep me well and safe so I can be with them for a long time...I’ll get away now mum..Sorry for moaning I just need a release sometimes...Miss u all soooooo much, we all miss u..Lots of love to u all.. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx